hey so how are you?

"Hello,
How have you been? Good.
Oh me, I've been here and there. My wife, shes great, she actually got a promotion.
Music? no i don't do that anymore, that's something i did when i was a child.
Veganism? no how foolish of me, animals don't feel anything, how could i be so naive
God? yes, I'm a christian now, I've found my way with Christ, and i feel its the only way.
Straight Edge? No, i quit that, i enjoy a drink here and there, and some meth....it helps me unwind, but I've also became what i hate, i beat my children and neglect them....
I Love my life now.. This is all ways what i wanted....."

i never want to be this person, and it seem like everyone wants me to be this person.
i will never love
i will never give up my love for music
i will live compassionately for mother earths animals
i will not pray to a false idol, who corrupts and rapes the beautiful people of this earth
i will never fall victim to the drugs of youth and adults, and become what Ive hated all my life.

i will never be like him, i will never neglect those who love. i will all ways care, i will all ways love, i will all ways understand.

ill never fucking be like him
ill be a better man.

Fuck you C.P.M

With all the hate and resentment in my hollow body
your son
-C.M.M